Tuesday, December 29, 2009

hate!!!

why all of u wan to cheat me?? i'm not very happy today~ why all of my friends wan to cheat me!!! i really dun like any "suprise" in my life~ i HATE ppl cheat me lor~ sorry for saying tis to my friends~~ i juz UNHAPPY for today!!!!i dun think tat is "suprise" for me too!!sienzz....

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Sunny day for my life~

wake up almost 11 in the morning.. after reading the message, change my clothes and went out took my pc at the centre~ really hope tat the pc will not got any problem agn~ =='' typing sms in the whole journey~ a bit wan vomit already coz PENING lah^^ haha~ not use de me :p

actually wan to buy something for making my art ">tortoise"~ unluckily, all the shops closed liao~ cant buy... hmm.. HATE HATE HATE>.<

reached home, clear up all "rubbish"in bedroom~ hiak hiak!!! scolded by my MUM agn~ owes complain me like to keep rubbish in bedroom~ i think i juz only like to kept handkerchief in bed room only lor :p

after cleaning up all the things, take a rest by playing wif the computer mini games~ nice nice o~ play until dun wan take bath.. haha~ then, mummy ask me having dinner 1st juz take bath lor coz later all the meals will finish by my sis~ hiak hiak^^

(7.00p.m) go cinepleX watched for the movie "ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2"~ cute and funny chipmunks made me laughed and laughed until my stomach wan exploded~ hope tat i can get 1 chipmunk too so tat can cheer up me in my life^^ haha~ especially like the "ALVIN"> after having KFC juz cum bck loR... tired and a happy day^^

Saturday, December 26, 2009

幸福的抉择

当两个爱你的男人在你生命里同时出现时,是不是一个好的开始?你,想过吗?二选一,总有个受伤吧~究竟,谁会是那一个悲伤的最深的人?爱你的那一个,伤你的那一个,谁才是你爱情中的伯乐?放弃了这一个,然后等待着下一个……
那一段曲子好熟稀对吧~听着听着,我终于知道歌词真正的含义~
我相信,作抉择的那一个最痛……最伤……“选择”,让她成为“杀手”……无情的伤害其中一个爱她的人……无论如何,谢谢他们那么爱她~
她真的难以抉择……

Friday, December 25, 2009

漩涡里的挣扎

虽然见面的时间不长,但最终还是舍不得……
究竟她是谁?她真的变了吗?到底在这世上,谁最了解她?为什么爱一个人却难以说出口…这几天,恶魔再次降临在她的生命力~为什么一个软弱的人,就应该独自承受这一切失落感~就在那一天,才发现缺少他的空虚~闷透了…难道这一切真的只能埋在心里吗?到底这个谎言会不会伤害了彼此~
在伤心难过时有了他的安慰,就足以冲淡一切不开心的事~不过这一切会长久吗?他们之间的一举一动相信都不容易忘记吧!希望这美好的回忆永远,任何东西都不能代替~不过想想,总不能这么自私吧~他应该不属于她~不只现在……永远都不会属于她!
为什么对爱情执着,却不快乐~身边总会穿插好多的不愉快~为什么总是站在那危险的悬崖边~随时都会失去自我~爱情就没有美好的吗?如果试这继续承受这一切,有用吗?好不开心~不知何时,开始对生命失去了留恋感……不再珍惜自己~好几次拿起利器,好像就这么了断自己~
真的累了~等待这一切停止……是何时呢?谁来告诉我~每天都在苦苦等待这一切停止~恶魔,远离我好吗?就这么一次,我向恶魔低头了~我对恶魔祈祷,不要纠缠我~如果不呢不过带走我,就让我好好的在这世上活着……到永远!!!