幸福的抉择

当两个爱你的男人在你生命里同时出现时，是不是一个好的开始？你，想过吗？二选一，总有个受伤吧~究竟，谁会是那一个悲伤的最深的人？爱你的那一个，伤你的那一个，谁才是你爱情中的伯乐？放弃了这一个，然后等待着下一个……

那一段曲子好熟稀对吧~听着听着，我终于知道歌词真正的含义~

我相信，作抉择的那一个最痛……最伤……“选择”，让她成为“杀手”……无情的伤害其中一个爱她的人……无论如何，谢谢他们那么爱她~

她真的难以抉择……

漩涡里的挣扎

虽然见面的时间不长，但最终还是舍不得……

究竟她是谁？她真的变了吗？到底在这世上，谁最了解她？为什么爱一个人却难以说出口…这几天，恶魔再次降临在她的生命力~为什么一个软弱的人，就应该独自承受这一切失落感~就在那一天，才发现缺少他的空虚~闷透了…难道这一切真的只能埋在心里吗？到底这个谎言会不会伤害了彼此~

在伤心难过时有了他的安慰，就足以冲淡一切不开心的事~不过这一切会长久吗？他们之间的一举一动相信都不容易忘记吧！希望这美好的回忆永远，任何东西都不能代替~不过想想，总不能这么自私吧~他应该不属于她~不只现在……永远都不会属于她！

为什么对爱情执着，却不快乐~身边总会穿插好多的不愉快~为什么总是站在那危险的悬崖边~随时都会失去自我~爱情就没有美好的吗？如果试这继续承受这一切，有用吗？好不开心~不知何时，开始对生命失去了留恋感……不再珍惜自己~好几次拿起利器，好像就这么了断自己~

真的累了~等待这一切停止……是何时呢？谁来告诉我~每天都在苦苦等待这一切停止~恶魔，远离我好吗？就这么一次，我向恶魔低头了~我对恶魔祈祷，不要纠缠我~如果不呢不过带走我，就让我好好的在这世上活着……到永远！！！

想你的习惯

就这样简单你走过来 而我终于明白了 自己为何要存在 慢慢的我已经离不开 因为我已爱上你了 没有任何原因的 如果我说爱你 能不能永远相信 这一天我跟着你 跟你说你最爱的笑话 我想以后都能在一起 每天想着你已变成习惯 一直幻想你在我身边 牵着你的手 我和你 甜蜜的走

世界宽的有一些无奈 你和我只有一个 该怎么不怕孤单 说好了我们都要勇敢 就算不小心迷路了 也能够听见你的 如果我说爱你 能不能永远相信 这一天我跟着你 跟你说你最爱的笑话 我想以后都能在一起 每天想着你已变成习惯 一直幻想你在我身边 牵着你的手 我和你 甜蜜的走

找到你的幸福多完美 所有感觉多特别 想带你走到世界边缘 未来 不变 这一天我跟着你 跟你说你最爱的笑话 我想以后都能在一起 每天想着你已变成习惯 一直幻想你在我身边 牵着你的手 我和你 甜蜜的走

*心底永远想念你的好…

你的存在让我不感到孤单…

这些日子，我已拥有想你的习惯…

a happy day

i woke up as usual at 5:30a.m.. last night slept at 2:00a.m.. dunno why just din feel sleepy. play plants VS zoobies games whole night. when reached skul, chatting wif my buddy about hw to kill the zoobies monster in the game.. haha.. after that, we were busy wrote the simple note to our english teacher, miss sheena bcoz she will be transfer to kuala lumpur on next year.. very sad la==

after two period, i play poker wif crazy priscilla, pig brain in the brain andy, and naughty monkey liong yew... play and play and play... recess time again!! after recess time, we nid to had chemistry lesson and add maths lesson.. boring neh.. think on playing, playing and playing...

when back home, i watched the singapore movie "吓到笑"... tat's movie very nice yo!! haha..

a bit scary too.. but i almost wan to sleep bcoz too tired== juz nw go to farley bought a new shoes for 2moro teacher Sheena fairway party.. i like those shose very much^^

finally, i really hope tat all my frenz and family will always happy in their life time^^mucks.. love all my frenz and family

today i woke up at almost 12:3o noon.. the whole night felt like a huge monster pushing me into the HELL.. the 1st second i woke up, i scolded by him again.. juz bcoz of me found his fren last night.. actually i juz only wan to find him.. but nw, why tis matter look like i'm wrong.. i really can't accept it.. after argue wif him, i feel tired agn then continuous to slept until 2:30 afternoon.. OH MY GOD!!! why tis such amazing matter can solve it bu me.. i really already tried my best to be his best girl friend.. but why he still not satisfied.. i dunno wat should i do to him again..

after his mood bcum more better, we two go for jogging at taman jubli park tis afternoon. b4 i went out, i scolded by my mum.. i really disapointed why my mum also not know me very well.. why when my mood juz bcum more better already then she want to scolded me again.. i argue wif him made me very tired and sad already why she still nid to scolded me again without any reason.. SHIT!!!

in tis world, nobody will know wat i'm thinking already except GOD!!

blooding

today i am very sad.. very disapointed.. my heart was blooding, breaking and exploded... why??? the word "break up" was very easy speak out from u.. i really can't do it... juz bcoz my silly, stupid, and foolish loving... i wait for u for whole night... i cried again.. in fact, i can saw tat i'm really weak.. i really can't stand for it anymore... why?? tis world got such cruel, shitting and extrem bad ppl treat me like tat.. even my parents nvr treat me like tat.. but why.. i still dun want leave him away.. why tis stupid me always suffer all the bad thing by myself everytimes... juz dunno why???

gud memories

tis afternoon went to my gud frenz's house for chating wif her..

she broke wif her baby oledi.. dunno y i feel a bit sad neh==

tis is the 1st time i saw her almost cry in front of us.. i'm shocked!!

tis time will be the fiNal cruel decision made by herself...

we must accept IT!!